Not giving up

So I tried the swimming thing. I love to swim, but it's a pain in the butt to get to the pool. I have to drive 20 mins one way to get to the pool. I still have the foot pain, but I can't take it anymore. I am going to start running again. I'm going to take a ton of ibuprofen and suck it up. Will go to my foot doctor and say we need to figure this out better. I need my stress release back so running here I come. When Nathan goes down for his first nap, I'll be putting on the running shoes and run a mile. Will be the first run I've done in 3 months. So you can see how this is. Killing me. I've put back in all the weight I lost. Been in some serious depression. I'm taking back my life. I need this, my family needs me to do this. So watch out world here I come again. Baby steps though. Staying away from big hills though. Keep on moving people and take one day at a time. Peace out